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Thursday, October 28, 2010

We all have the right to expression...BUT THAT'S WHY IM HERE, TO REFUTE THEM :)

"Do you really think people feel uncomfortable when they see overweight people making out on television?" (Editor to Maura Kelly)
Maura Kelly is a columnist in the MARIE CLAIRE mag.

Read Her's Blog b4 You read mine

Though Maura Kelly gave a -violin playing in the background-heartwarming and someone overly apologetic apology
We are playing this sad violin song for you Maura/Marie
I don't think all that was needed. She was insensitively expressing her beliefs. Now, in this ethnocentric--->Definition for Ethnocentric <----society we live in, there are things that what we deem as (normal works for us. ) But what WE SEE as "ugghhh nasty....disgusting...YUCKERS!!!" Others see as normal.


In the case of Maura Kelly, even though she's from the US,  IN MY OPINION  and mine only; she has a DISTORTED  view of what true intimacy is. Now no one told her to go to some Strongly Sexual Intended website and look in the category of BBW. This is basic love between two ppl on a show called Mike and Molly who meet at an Over eaters Anonymous meeting. For her to think it's gross to see two people expressing their love for each other because they have "rolls and rolls" then I wonder what else goes on in her narrow mind. I don't care whether your big a small...gay or straight...up or down. EXPRESSING YOUR LOVE to someone is deep. Love has no colors OR WEIGHT CLASS MAURA LOL. Many people don't get a chance to love someone truly in their lives...when they do, be happy for them. (Maura would beg to differ)

Since Maura wants to be narrow minded...she probably end up as a lonely bitter BEE.  Now if she were to stumble upon the channel...all she needed to do was flip the channel. But, since she wants to be such a wise acre, and write a full out BLOG about how she felt ----> she has haters all over the world (though she doesn't need to cuz if she naturally an insensitive person...then she had it coming).



Hmmm...can't say anything to bad about her...she looks typical :(


I can no longer entertain those who are highly opinionated cuz at the end of the day...THEY CAN SUCK MY FUPA...since I don't have a picture of my FUPA... decided to let them suCKon my double chin.


Yummy...ya like that?? SuCK on it!!

Now I'm not gonna sit there and let our friend Maura get out easy on this one because I am part of the weight class (whether It's self labeled...peer assigned or BMI Check Out Your BMI Chart Evaluated) as being OBESE. According to the BMI ...I'm a 42.3, which means I'M PROBABLY MORBIDLY OBESE....but I still smile because classifying people by weight (other than health reasons) is useless. 

This is the beautiful Body and Face of someone classified as OBESE...REALLY THOUGH....??? Does it really matter...I DONT SEEM TO CARE  :)


 Some of the statements she said WERE PLAINLY STUPID AND BLAHHH especially when she comments ", anorexia is sick, but at least some slim models are simply naturally skinny" Honestly baby girl, a lot of the models in the industry  (if ya did ya research) paid "homage to the porcelain god" (throw up/toilet bowl...porcelain...get it??? Well I like it...so I wrote it anyways) almost everyday to get where they are now. I do agree some people are naturally born petite (I try to avoid skinny...it always has a negative connotation with it), but I'm sure a lot of models can't deny that they arrived at their preferred body size healthily.

Heck! I didn't arrive to where I'M at today healthily. It's bloggers like Maura he trigger these emotions to people who aren't the "conventional" body size. Had Maura based her article on health issues and not the nastiness of seeing to people who are tying to build a relationship and help each other thru a struggle they shared their whole lives...then we would have had a point.


Really? Is it that hard to watch?


OBESITY is a disease in my opinion...not irreversible, but it hard to get rid of. Now I'm not saying...it's a disease in which people should eradicate their bodies two be a size 0, but healthy choices are things we have to be aware of. Maura Kelly...I'm sure you'll reap what you sew...Francine Labs has a lot to say to you.

I let you off easy cuz, well it wasn't a personal direct attack to me..but I stand for those who had to deal with people who jump down our throat because we are different. So it almost feels like an attack lol. All I wanted to get out of this whole montage of NOTHING BUT PICTURES...BMI CHARTS...AND OPINIONS is that certain things you should keep to yourself. If you are naturally insensitive, just know that your audience will grow to hate you everyday until you die. Everyone is entitled to an opinion, just know that your opinion is shaping the world around us. And if you that what you have to say is important...then SAY IT! But if you want to survey people and ask them "DOES IT GROSS ANYONE OUT THAT TWO FAT PEOPLE ARE KISSING...OR EVEN WALKING BY YOU" then don't ...cuz 9 times outta 10 your the only one feeling that way #its2010 . i don't think Cacomorphobia (fear of fat people) should still exist.

That's my scoop...whether you enjoyed this or not...it's still my opinion...and I am more than welcoming to other's OPINIONS...I MAY NOT RESPECT NOR AGREE WITH IT...but I do acknowledge it's a valid opinion...TOODLES




Thursday, October 21, 2010

My Blogs Been Getting a bit Dry lately

Well, I don't have much to say, cuz I made it past the first round of the waiting game...now Im at the second round...but it's not so much of a wait as it is a tease. Lol. Okay, maybe not a tease...it's the butterflies that don't wanna leave your stomach feeling. It actually hurts to a certain degree. Imagine, everyday. You wake up...take that shower...brush your teeth and check your phone...and there is nothing there...Just the backdrop of the screen and the time. Not a single message to account for. But ehhh, I've been receiving messages since April 11th, I can be happy.
Describing this feeling is tongue twisting, almost hurty...berry berry hurty.
So I won't, okay I will. It feels like being preggo and you want to throw up.
How can something that's supposed to feel so good give you preggo like side effects?
Uncanny huh?

Well, I took my hair out...it's all natural and ish. I love it personally...I was telling Wesley, (check out his mental bleed beeteedubs. http://writeouswes.blogspot.com/ ) that I was gunna succumb to societal demands and get a perm...idk, what you think?

Check out my voodoo eyes, aren't they cure lololol.

Anyone's Im gunna have to switch computers soon. But I have good news!!
Im doing great in school. YAY me!! Poppin Water Bottles, cuz they gets you tippity tip the best!
Umm...idk what else to say, But IM SURE, i will have more to say cuz...well that's what I do...I kinda talk about everything...hey, you wanna see a forced pic of my double chin? I look like Rasputia meets...um me!
I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!! IT EMBRACES THE TRUE BEAUTY OF ME...LOVE IT OR LOVE IT MORE...ITS ME!!!

OH YA...ANOTHER RANDOM PIC

Imagine a world without this stuff...you can't really really live...until you added a little SAZON into your life!


I remember when I was convinced when I was gunna marry this man...lol.  #pipeDreams Im calling that one.
Shout out TO CMK...look how entranced I look. I remember I wrote a poem to him...in his response to one he wrote to me
It went like:
In the light blue/gray I see you!


I see you!

When I see those colors, I think of you.

I can see me looking into your eyes, which contains so much eminence, and when I see them, it makes all things in the world non existent.

You add a little something to my life, that no other can provide...

The tides I witness in your brown eyes. When I See your smile, it is as if I am witnessing an optical illusion! But it all comes together because.....



----- I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE, I CANNOT SEE MYSELF ENJOYING THE FEATS, SUCCESS,FAILURES,DEFEAT, AND CURIOSITIES OF LIFE WITH ANYONE EXCEPT FOR YOU!





I am too in a state of bewilderment, my heart once torn, seeking to be mended together...with that of yours...or is hiding because of the fear of being left again





So where does that leave us? Back in the state of blue...where sadness will strike...or gray...where there leaves the realm of possibility!



So I sit here and ponder on those colors of blue/gray...and wonder maybe...just maybe one day!





Look at how Happy i was AND WILL ALWAYS BE, s long as i HOLD U CLOSE TO ME



And when I SEE your youthful smile, you bring me back to me youth, where worries didn't exist AND hearts didn't break!

 
 
THAT'S IT!
BYE BYE NOW!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Well I can't say I've been on my thinking grind lately

So of course there are a lot of trials that you can go thru...some go thru more than others...I ...me and all of SHE has gone thru the lot! AND I EXPECT A LOT MORE.
But for now, I can only be happy with what I got going on and be thankful for everyone that has facilitated that process...so one day I decided to tweet and let that all out with a few tears here and there (cuz i am thee most emo person i kno HANDS DOWN) ...here's the list.

#Mylifecouldbeworse if there wasn't a GOD who has never turned his back on me once...instead he tests me wanted me to realize my strength


. #Mylifecouldbeworse if @mrsupafly617 could alwats cope with me.


#Mylifecouldbeworse uf @mrtedybear didn't save me the night I thought would have never lived to regret


#Mylifecouldbeworse if i didn't meet @dj_junbug ...he's been the big brother I never had and has supported me thru everything. iloveu


#Mylifecouldbeworse if I didn't take time to smell the roses

#Mylifecouldbeworse if someone like @iam_spacely didn't appreciate Zack Morris as much I do.




#mylifecouldbeworse if @allenator115 couldn't ruin my day even if he tried cuz he's gives me the blunt that heals


#Mylifecouldbeworse if I had a flip phone---less rashing


#Mylifecouldbeworse if @envythisnerd didn't believe in me the way he does....n many many more reasons.


#Mylifecouldbeworse if i didnt have a boss that understood me the way he does n looks out for me on a personal level n not on a political 1

 #Mylifecouldbeworse if i didnt meet @valerineprice when I did cuz she makes great sleepover esp when I had no heat nor water in the house

 #Mylifecouldbeworse if @mysteec_k wasn't someone who made me happy instantly jus by the sound of her voice or even a text.

. #Mylifecouldbeworse if @alemenesh_e wasn't always there to talk to me while I was walking up the street at night

#Mylifecouldbeworse if @msrocksz wasn't the most caring and forgiving person I know.

  #Mylifecouldbeworse if @lovefranny didn't try n drill hard factsz in my head instead of letting me jump over a bridge...emotions and all

#Mylifecouldbeworse if I didn't have the amazing ppl in my life that truly care for me despite my very emotional grasp on concepts

#Mylifecouldbeworse if I lived in a war savaged country and I woke up to gun shots and bombs outside...so I don't complain abt the hood

 .#Mylifecouldbeworse if I kept quiet about things. Or else I would feel like I were screaming in an empty room.
 
#Mylifecouldbeworse if I was 268 lbs ...oh wait...Im am....and Im still grateful #LadyLumpsTweet


 #Mylifecouldbeworseif I didn't kno how to feel happy

 #mylifecouldbeworse if I tried to live my life thru others.

 #Mylifecouldbeworse if I didn't have a job.


 #Mylifecouldbeworse if I didn't know how to love or knew what love and true appreciation feels like


#Mylifecouldbeworse if my parents treated me like #Matilda since birth.

#Mylifecouldbeworse if I woke up to someone wanting me dead everyday.


 #Mylifecouldbeworse if I had no legs and couldn't feel anything

 #Mylifecouldbeworse if I was stupid